Julia Dream

Lou is dead.....ran over by a raindeer...

2004-11-22T21:45:39Z

"Freak accident at the zoo leaves one florida teen dead and two seriously injured"-Florida Times Union
Lou "Trashcan" Otis(20) of Jacksonville,FL and two unamed friends were at the Jacksonville Zoo hoping to have a good thanksgiving time. When suddenly a Reigndeer broke out if its cage and began stomping on them,witness John Wildman described it as "A scene from stomp..gone horribly horribly wrong.." The crowd began cheering and it upset the animal and its nose lit up red,fire came out of its mouth and flew away with a man dressed as "Santa Claus" Authorites are looking for a man in his late 60's believed to have masterminded this scheme in a n attempt to teach Lou what christmas is all about.

ANYWAYS Livejournal is soooooooo 2003 Myspace is what its all about hoes,nobody even curred to check up on me and see if I was alive,lou on the other hand as you can see is no longer with us.. BITCHES

Scenes,Planes,And attack of the 34 foot Lover lady from MARS

2004-09-10T21:14:12Z

how has everyone been? hurricanes are lame...No school out of it though.. I have a xcrushx on somebody lol wow havent had a crush on someone in awhile..anyone thats LIFE holmes..support your local scene and bands and be good to each other..later
btw Judas Copcar Thieves is doing Mmmm Terrrific,we got a cover of Bite it you scum coming soon..
<333

Hoodie Hoo

2004-08-15T16:35:40Z

mmm
schools been pretty ok,classes are pretty easy..umm yeah and why are you turning your back on me and starting shit with me? I didn't do anything to you,thats pretty ghey how someone can do that..me and marissa are straight now so thats cool,brittanys birthday is monday..we barley talk at school...yesterday this nerd got beat up by mike,mike fucked him up with a baseball bat haha,then like lou ran and hit the guy like 10 times..so yeah your calling lou a wussy? hahaha yeah ok,it was funny though...leave on
<33

branderz @ 2004-08-10T16:11:00

2004-08-10T20:12:31Z

I hate 2 faced people,you know who you are,fuck you

Mmmm warped

2004-08-02T04:23:50Z

Yeah today was the warped tour,I went,it was fuckin sick,FATA was the best band there,I didnt get to meet any bands though haha,I did touch the singer of FATA back though woohoo lol anyways fuck LJ and here is some pics...
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branderz @ 2004-07-30T17:16:00

2004-07-30T21:17:50Z

BANE-CAN WE START AGAIN

Can we start again
Go back to what it meant back then
Open minds and open hearts
The things that set us apart
Was it more than words
And do they still apply
And do you still believe
Well so do I
I was a 15 year old kid
With nowhere to fit in
I just wanted to skate
Listen to my Suicidal tape
When someone told me about a place
Where the strange were accepted
And judged by what's inside
A scene of truly open minds
Somewhere, somehow, everything has changed
Look at what we've gotten ourselves caught up in
The same mindless clicks
The same high school shit
All the walls you scream about breaking down
I've watched you build brick by brick
Do you still believe-I do
Look beyond the 3 chords that fill your lives
Look beyond the gossip and the lies
Beyond the dullest of outsides
Look beyond
Try harder
See what's inside this burning in my heart
Born under the same songs that you know
But our blood will never blend
Until you let those doors go

Poems...

2004-07-26T00:06:20Z

got a virus so umm im uploading them hur

As she walks deeper into the water
she remembers the first kiss she had with him
The dance they shared under the moonlight
he broke her heart and now he would lose her forever
shes drowning
and no one can hear her scream

They are together
holding hands
watching the sun rise
He kisses her softly
This would be the last time they would be together
He tells her "I love you"
She smiles and says "I love you more then anything"
she takes a deep breath
and they die together

He visits her every night
she dreams of him every night
only its not a dream
its a waking reality
his visits and her dreams put them back together
like they were meant to be
together forever

she whispered softly "I love you" into my ear
I turned around to see that no one was there
her soft voice led me into a dark room
where she had once stayed
her things were still there as they were before
her voice echoed in the hallway "I miss you"
and she was gone

MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

2004-07-25T05:01:30Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHELSEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
everyone must wish chelsea a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOO <33333 you chelso!! have a great one mmm

heartbreak nobody wants

2004-07-24T02:45:36Z

haven't updated in awhile,I fucking hate LJ its stupid and nobody comments so why should I even bother updating,you know im just gonna be frank with you all,I'm tired of all these emo entries I am seeing people put up,you all are to young to be sad all the time and crying,I love everyone of you,but It hurts me when you hurt and thats ghey you know...ugh whatever be happy everyone,you're going to die one day,and you know what,this is hell we are living in and it only gets better when you die

FATA

2004-07-06T18:08:11Z

(Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person,
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much it's like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
You let this one person come down on the most perfect moment.
And it breaks my heart to know the only reason you are here now is a reminder of what I'll never have..
I'll never have.. I'll never...
Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in..
standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in.
But this table for one has become bearable.
I now take comfort in this, and for this, I cherish you.
Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much it's like choking down the embers of a great place.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipidsky parting clouds.
And you let this one person come down.. come down. I cherish you.. I cherish you.
Just say that you would do the same for me..
just say you would do the same..
just say you would do the same for me.
For as much as I love Autumn,
I'm giving myself to Ashes.)

smart punk is ghey

2004-07-04T05:28:26Z

wow If you want buisness then I think you would stock up on items,smartpunk runs out of supplys SO FUCKING QUICK...ugh asses..whats with all these people going emo on there entries,Brittany whatever it is,it will pass you by,you will be fine,the rest of you I dunno who the hell,but uhh cheer up? livejournal is fucking lame anyways nobody comments anymore,I mean it was cool when me and chels and britt all hung out and we messed with each others LJ and shiz but now its boring and shiz,uhhh anyone wanna order me a LARGE PIZZA,with MMMMMMMM LONGGGG BIGGGGG BREADSTICKS WITH EXTRA SAUCE....MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM hahahahahahh jk inside joke..yeah welll kiddos i am gone yeah updated for yall..
leave one

branderz @ 2004-06-30T17:11:00

2004-06-30T21:13:58Z

i'm gonna shit myself @ church

No subject! im to tired...asss

2004-06-30T05:46:20Z

MMMMMMMM!
me and chels are friends again!!!! ugh you have NO IDEA how much i love her,i mean it was driving me insane and shiz,it kept me up at night,so Um me and lou went out and bought a phone card so I could call her,well I did and me im soooo emo and I started to cry haha god I cant help it i love her like woah,anyways the best news is....Lou said he will buy chels a plane ticket to jacksonville THIS SUMMER!!!!! yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss I would reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy be so happy to see her,we can go to the warped tour together!!! yesss,she is the greatest thing evarrrr,oh yea the new TBS cd is rockin,so many great songs,yeah Im doin good now,I can actually sleep tonight without getting EMO! woohooo!!!
<3333

Honey,This Mirror Isn't Big Enough for the two of us

2004-06-30T00:03:13Z

yay brittany is back,glad she got home ok,Im still not chelsea's friend and I dont think she will ever let me be,all I got to say is people make mistakes,i'm only human,the new TBS cd is really good,I know like all the songs already ha ha ha..and lou dont get on my fuckin journal and change shit..asss..I might just delete this journal all together,I mainly updated it just for chelsea but now she hates me so..I just wish shiz was back to normal..cant always get what you want...eh..Im going to ls2 tommorow and making copies of the new tbs cd for brittany,marissa and lauren,so ummm if you go to ls2 and uhhhh you want a copy just tell me or something...

We're gonna die like this ya know,miserable and old

2004-06-29T00:09:03Z

I messed up the friendshlips with my best friend,who I live,for some girllama who WONT EVEN ATE ME!
ugh things suckie now

Look at this stupid lame drama

2004-06-28T01:38:41Z

yeh yesteays entry I posted about how I like luren now,and that I wish I cod go out with cheese but she lives 2 far away,well a few weeks back or whawteva helsea asked me if I liked lauen or somethin like that,I said no,bause I still liked hellsi,so then then the next few days,she was barely talking to me,at all,so I figure she didnt like me anymore so I was lyk ok i'm not going to bother her about it,so I staed liking laun,because Im not going to have a crush on chelsea when she doesnt even talk to me anymore,and yeah I didnt start liking laure till like 3 days ago,and chelea asked me the lauren thing like a week ago? so how am I loopin? anyone care to anal? I mean if she asked me 2 days ago I'd say yes I have a crush on lauren now,but chelsea booed me,said I was a focking liar,i am,and wont even talk about it,she just hates me,its fucking elementuury llama,this is the worst,I mean she's my best frnd jesmaryus fuckig christ what the fuck is up with this blshawt..its so stupid,I think even Britty hates me now! ugh

Thug luv nigga

2004-06-27T05:48:18Z

hows everyone been doing? Im just sitting here being bored,umm brittany comes back monday,I dunno if were even gonna hang out this summer,it all depends if shes gonna spend july down in the hood,Lauren and me is going to LS2 wednesday nigga,that shiz will be cool,and marissa is hopefully gonna go,she promised to talk to me this time!! haha ummm yesterday me,mike,lou,jonathan rode a bus to 5 points and went to nicotine,lou bought a new deck,I had to lend him 10 dollars..dude I tried to buy the warped tour ticket to carribean connection but nobody was in there I was like wtf?? oh well,then we waited for like 1 hour for the bus to get thurr,ummmm yeah whats up with everyone still disliking Marissa? she didn't even do anything,I ended my drama with her,why can't yall? I dunno why I started not liking her,I was just mad she was hanging out with brittanys boyfriend,cause brittany is like my sister,I watch out for her and shiz and I was worried,but Marissa is a really good person...brittany says I have crushes on girls like every hour,uhhh not really,I would date chelsea but she lives to far away and it would be impossible..and I wanna date lauren but I doubt I got a chance,and Marissa,yeah she wouldn't date me either haha.. guess we'll have to see what happens in my life..yeah well im out of hurr..laaaaaaterrrr
much <33333

Violet

2004-06-25T03:20:08Z

I think most of my friends dislike me...they know who they are...

On Wings Of Lead

2004-06-24T06:04:17Z

Wow everyones having so much fun on there summer vacation!! WOW SO AM I! I went to the mall! I saw all my friends like LAUREN,LOU,BRITTANY,JAKI,CHELSEA!! yeah we all went and got abercrombie clothes,then we went to Toys R Us and bought a toy train,I rammed it into big daddy jakASS,Lauren and me got a brand new car from bob barker,the son of bitch ripped me off though,he said I was wrong on a question,the question was,how many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop,I fucking sad 3,the old bastard said WRONG! the price is wrong and he kicked me off the stage,after that we all went to new york!! I took some pictures that I will share with you all after this entry!! I "accidently" pushed lou off the empire state building! minor injurys! No harm done! oh then freaking me and lauren went to the top of the statue of liberty,and Lauren thought it was smart to climb on top of the statue of liberty torch! so we climbed on there,lou took a pic of it as he was on some thing machine in the air!! then Brittany and me are at times square actin a fool! we had a blast!!! then CHELSEA decides to run the 50 mile run around new york,and I follow her and me and her got into a fight because I was the fucking winner! and she said NO!!! Then at the end of the day we were all sound asleep at the HOLIDAY INN NIGGA!! chillin with chingy! neegaaa!!! here are the pics!!
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FREEZE IM MA BAKER! PUT YOUR HANDS IN THE AIR AND GIVE ME ALL YOUR MONEY!

2004-06-22T23:16:52Z

hahaha! dude who listens to disco? NOBODY! but I listen to BONEY M! wow what a rock kickass group,thanks to louser,who downloaded there greatest hits,I am taking the advantage and listening to the cd,haha they rock!! oh yeah me and chels made up! yeah I was scared and all sad and we talked about things and we are cool now! I love her more then anything and I'm not lying,shes the best...oh yeah check out judas copcar thieves on purevolume...
http://www.purevolume.com/judascopcarthieves
FACE!

bite to break skin

2004-06-22T05:46:22Z

I think i just fucked up my relationship with my best friend
FUCK
FUCKKKKKKKK!

I bet you love this don't you!

2004-06-22T04:35:46Z

Okay cheesy obviously is mad at me about something,dude me and lauren are just FRIENDS,and about that matt thing,it just makes me mad about some stuff but its all gravey...

GIRAFFE

heres a song for you all..

As he's drowning in your dreams,
You'll go choking in your sleep,
Try and breathe,
Justice pushes pillow,
Try and breathe,
Try and breathe.

(My sweet,
I wish you the best,
And that you'll sleep,
I'm dragging you down into my dreams,
Lay your head down
Try and rest.)

You left him sweating summer nights,
Face down,
A foreplay with the streets,
A salt to garnish his wounds,
And you'll just dance your way home,
Paint your walls with his insides,
And hang his life above your bed,
Paint your walls with his inside,
And try to sleep now.

As he's drowning in your dreams,
You'll go choking in your sleep,
Try and breathe,
Justice pushes pillow,
Try and breathe,
Try and breathe.

(My sweet,
I wish you the best,
And that you'll sleep,
I'm dragging you down into my dreams,
Lay your head down,
Try and rest.)

I bet you love this, don't you?
I bet you love this, don't you?
Know that you love this,
Now peel back his skin, dear,
Peel back his skin,
And I'll just smile,
But he's only smiling to deny the pain,
He's only smiling,
And I bet you love this, don't you
I bet you love this, don't you
I bet you love this, don't you?
I bet you.

(My sweet,
I wish you the best,
And that you'll sleep,
I'm dragging you down into my dreams,
Lay your head down,
Try to.)

MmmmM!

2004-06-21T17:02:20Z

everyone who reads this journal MUST put judas copcar thieves in there interests!! OR DIE!!

oh yeah how much do you bench? uhh you tell me first...ok we both say it..1...2...3..

2004-06-21T05:23:01Z

I watched boogie nights earlier,that movie was kickass,fuckin radass shiz! Woooooooooooooooo Judas Copcar thieves OWN you ALL! I am thinking of some cover songs to do,please AGAIN AGAIN tell me what would you like to hear us do!!!? PLEASE COMMENT!! hahaha so um whats everyones plans for tommorow?? I plan to try and talk to chels all day(ON THE COMPUTER...) and hang out with LAUREN!!
yeah well im outiee hahahaha
Later
<3

ghost of a good thing

2004-06-20T22:36:40Z

today is so stupid,I feel like everyones mad at me now,me and Marissa got into this huge fight about something,I mean I really cant stand her at all,she called me a piece of shit!? what the fuck,without me she wouldn't know brittany or chelsea! then she tries to say brittany started talking to her first,Im like UH WITHOUT ME YOU WOULDN'T KNOW BRITTANY! how do you think they met..people are so stupid,I think marissa thinks brittany hates her,no she doesnt,but alot of people do hate her,but brittany isnt one of them,marissa good.DONT GO TO ED WHITE! I don't want you there if your always going to be rude in public,thats right shes rude,when we were friends,when we hung out at ls2,I said hey to her,you know what she said?? NOTHING she just ignored me..I don't care if your shy as hell,you still say hey! maybe I am sounding like an asshole but I can't stand her!! anyways,chelsea..are you mad at me about something?? maybe I'm just paranoid? haha.. anyways I hope everyones having a better day than I am..
bye